all wrong

i dont know whats happening..
what use to be sweet isnt anymore..
problems kept surfacing..
the attiude makes it hard to commumicate..
i've tried to mellow down..
i did sacrificies..
but done seems to work..
no pamper only petty..
no promised only backing on words and excuses..
no sweet talks only shouting..
no dote only grabbing..
no understanding only irritated..
maybe to him its no big deal and is what i should do..
its not me that didnt want to get out of this quick sand, i've tried but not sucessful..
no common thinking no understand.. not totally his fault.. but it some how gets wrong..
so hard but yet he choose "S"leeping then "S"olving..
This isnt what i wanted..